I am miserable
I was so happy when I found this new job. I was finally out of that bankruptcy crap and now working my own cases in divorce accounting. Well I have been doing this for 2 months and I totally despise it! My boss is a real jerk and he bitches whenever anyone is out sick.
So needless to say I am looking for a job again, and NOONE wants to hire me. I am so qualified and have great experience but its as if that isnt enough. I have been on 3 interviews in the last month. The first one I totally wanted. I was so excited about it and really thought I nailed it. They called me saying it was between me and the other person, and they chose the other person.
Last night I had another interview and I really like their benefits and its right up my alley. Well they are interviewing other people this week so I will either know by tomorrow or not for 2 weeks aack! I am sure I didnt get that one either. Tonight I have an interview with a CPA firm so we will see how that one goes.
I am desperate. I dont want to work here another day. I know I am blessed that I have a job, but its making me physically ill. Im gonna wind up taking the first job that comes along just to get out of here!
Im just so depressed all the time. I feel like my life is completely out of control and I don't know how to get it under control. I have been praying alot about this and as of yet no answers. I am sure they will come in time.
I really wish we could afford for me to stay at home with Lexi. It would solve all of my problems. But the only way that would happen is if we sold the townhouse and one of the cars, and moved into a small apartment. I dont know if it would be worth it to do that. We have a lot of equity in the house where we could pay off both cars, but that would be it. Why does life have to be so complicated?
So needless to say I am looking for a job again, and NOONE wants to hire me. I am so qualified and have great experience but its as if that isnt enough. I have been on 3 interviews in the last month. The first one I totally wanted. I was so excited about it and really thought I nailed it. They called me saying it was between me and the other person, and they chose the other person.
Last night I had another interview and I really like their benefits and its right up my alley. Well they are interviewing other people this week so I will either know by tomorrow or not for 2 weeks aack! I am sure I didnt get that one either. Tonight I have an interview with a CPA firm so we will see how that one goes.
I am desperate. I dont want to work here another day. I know I am blessed that I have a job, but its making me physically ill. Im gonna wind up taking the first job that comes along just to get out of here!
Im just so depressed all the time. I feel like my life is completely out of control and I don't know how to get it under control. I have been praying alot about this and as of yet no answers. I am sure they will come in time.
I really wish we could afford for me to stay at home with Lexi. It would solve all of my problems. But the only way that would happen is if we sold the townhouse and one of the cars, and moved into a small apartment. I dont know if it would be worth it to do that. We have a lot of equity in the house where we could pay off both cars, but that would be it.
Posted by Jeanne at 11:47 AM::
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3 Comments:
I am sorry Jeanne. I hope that you get the job that you applied for yesterday. I know that there are better things out there for you. Just try to stay positive.
I didn't realize things were so rough for you with the new job. I'm sorry to hear that Jeanne! I'll keep positive thought for you to find a new job quickly.
Did you and Oscar decide not to move?
Angie unfortunately we arent going to be able to move right now. I need to wait until my sis gets her kidney and pancreas transplant. It would kill me if anything happened to her and I wasnt here ya know? So its on hold for a few years............
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