Could my timing be any worse?

So last night was our anniversary and what decides to show up??? AF!!!!!!! As soon as I got home from work it started . So I just brought dinner home and it was just like any other night. Guess we will be "celebrating" this weekend instead.

Kind of a Crappy Weekend

I always thought that Oscar and I had a great relationship. We rarely fight and te love we have for one another is evident.

I will admit, my sex drive has dropped alot, and since lexi was born it has pretty much disappeared. Oscar has been very patient with me, but it seems like his patience has just run out. In some respects I think he right. Lately I have been putting everything before us. I think its because I know my sex drive has disappeared. I haven't really been fair to him and I see that now. I wish I knew how to get my drive back. To him everything (except lexi) should take a backseat to us. Well to me part of taking care of my child is making sure she has a safe and clean home. He thinks I focus too much on that and is tired of hearing about what a mess the house is. But he isnt helping to change that either. I'm tired. I have so many frustrations going on in my head. Things I am wanting that I know I can't and never will have. I need to stop bottling it all up and start talking to him about it, maybe that will help, even if its just a little bit.

Tomorrow is our anniversary so we will see how it goes. It's our first anniversary with Lexi with us. I'll post an update tomorrow.

The Never Ending Struggle

I swear I feel like everytime I turn around I am being screwed. It's like every time we get caught up someone is emptying my wallet. It kinda feels like constantly having a hot poker shoved up your ass.Last years hurricanes really hurt us. All said and done, we wound up shelling out about 4,000 for a new roof (which we didn't even need). Then add in the increases in electric, cable, telephone (all of which went up to cover "hurricane" costs), not to mention the real estate boom (houses are insanely priced) and gas prices. I feel like I can't breathe.Now I just found out that a homeowner is suing the association for his roof and we may have to foot the bill for it. We can't afford to move, but we can't afford to stay either...... this is so frustrating.

Bite Me!

am sooo pissed! So I got a nail stuck in my tire this weekend. First thing this morning after I dropped lexi off i went to my normal mechanic (Midas) so they could look at it and fix if necessary. My usual manager wasnt there and I got the assistant manager (who is a complete jerk). He says "oh we don't fix tires". I said "ummm Mike has done it for me before". He says, "oh well I am not gonna pull one fo my guys off what they are doing to fix a tire". WTF?!?!? I have been a loyal customer of theirs for 3 years. The other manager would not have done that. I am so livid that I am writing a letter to corporated and sending a copy to the manager that I deal with ( who is on vacation). I told the guy that they just lost a good customer. SO I went down the street to goodyear, they looked at it, it was fine, so they didnt charge me. So I guess I know where I am going to car maintenance now....To Mr. New York Guido (no offense to anyone else here btw) I give you a big BITE ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I wrote the letter and emailed it to Midas corporate and I got a phone call from the area supervisor. I was shocked they called me back so quickly. So I got to vent and I should be getting soem freebies from the manager (the one who is nice to me) in a few weeks. He won't be back from vacation for two weeks. Somtimes it pays to be a BITCH!!!!!!!!!!!!!

People truly amaze me!

Why is it the in the online world of chat rooms and message boards it is so much like high school? You have the "cool kids" and you have the rebellious anti - mainstream people that do nothing but talk trash behind the cool or normal kids' back. And then when they get busted they whine and cry about wanting to fit in.

This happened on my "mainstream" mother board. That woman who claimed we hurt her so badly and doesnt want the drama did it to us again. We had just recovered from the last round and had developed some normalcy among us when she decided to try to join the group as a new user (this is what is known as a troll). We busted her and she does what she always does deny, deny, deny! Why does this woman love to cause us drama? Doesn't she understand that the things that she has done have made people really sick? If she would have waited 6 months and came back as herself maybe we would have been a little more accepting. I mean anything is possible right?

We were having out usual weekend evening chat night and she came in and wanted to "explain" her actions and denying others. She practically begged us to forgive her and let her back in the "fold". She just didnt get it.

I guess the lesson learned here is don't say anything you aren't willing to back up...and if that means losing an online support group, then deal with it and move on!

I hate dentists

I have to have a 3 tooth bridge put in my mouth. I am missing a tooth and the gum where the hole is keeps getting infected from food getting stuck in there. It's gonna cost $1,500! We just bought a new laptop so its gonna have to wait till the end of hurricane season. That is probably a good idea because who knows what is happening out there.

Work is going pretty good. The only thing I don't like is that boss man is impossible to get a hold of. I have a whole file of questions for him and he never has the time to meet with me. It gets really frustrating and I am finding out that is why the last good accountant they had left. Oh well, I guess I will just deal with it. If that is the only thing I dislike then its still better than the other job I had!